I was just procrastinating and reading through some of my old blog posts from September last year, one specifically entitled, Dermatology win! To be honest, I did win, but I didn’t even do anything about it. My dad gave me a referral letter and I’m pretty sure I’ve lost it. I mean, this was at least six months ago, and I’ve changed my room around, and everything’s different. I really do wonder where I put that letter… I bet I put it in my skinny bookshelf when I got it, like behind some books because I had a habit of slotting all the school, board of studies, and uni letters there. It’s normal, I think, I mean, I don’t even get that many letters so where the hell would I put them? I should probably start researching a way to keep my letters in check, seeing as I’m finally growing up! I don’t know if I’ve let the bloggosphere know, but I applied for my own debit card a few months back. It was pretty invigorating… That’s not the right word, but you get the gist.
Also, tumblr, I’ve made other accounts on blogger and tumblr:
Blogger is actually my original account so you can check out heaps of my old posts there. I think they’re better written than these ones, mostly because I had more time, and more interesting things to vent about. So, love that.
I’m still not sure which out of the three I like best. I love how wordpress has prettier themes, uses categories, and widgets, but then you have to pay for actual customisable themes. And I’m so broke right now, I have no money in my bank. But yay! My old english tutor offered me a job as his assistant, so I’ll see how that goes, I’m excited! I like tumblr because I think it’s more accessible, but then maybe my blog-style isn’t suited to it. I like the themes on tumblr too, they’re alright. Blogger is just ugly, or really boring and generic, also it doesn’t have categories, widgets, it’s probably harder to use, and a con for me is that it’s so simplistic. But I love the stats page, it’s so easy.
Meh. I have a psych essay to write for Wednesday. It was due last Wednesday. Fuck my life. I feel so, meh all the time. I’ll try to source references and articles tonight and read them tomorrow morning. I’ll only have less that 24 hours including procrastination time to finish it. And I absolutely have to finish it, I can’t lose another ten marks on top of my current negative ten. It makes me sad. I feel so stupid saying that, “I’m sad.” Lol. I can’t believe I’ve been “lol-ing” on my blog, I never wanted to. I should probably just stop and try expressing myself better like I used to. I want to say it again.
I’m tired. I read a tumblr post that was like, “sleepy is such a cute word, why don’t we just always say sleepy instead of tired?!” (I thought sleepy was so cute before this post, I’m not hipster). And then someone’s like “I’m fucking sleepy of your shit.” And that was so funny. I laughed so tiredly. The reason we don’t say sleepy instead of tired is because there’s actually a fucking difference. I don’t mean to call the person who posted it a douche bag because sleepy is actually a cute word, but it is no replacement for tired. Sleepy is associated with happiness, like you’re so sleepy from having an amazing but relentless day. Tired is bad, it sucks, I associate it with being in the state I’m in now. Tired from doing shit that wasn’t all that enjoyable, or specifically to my case, tired from doing jack shit. Tired from sitting on the computer half-assedly attempting to do an essay. Tired because I’m to pussy to try and figure out what I’m supposed to do because it’s just too hard. Hard. Hard. Tired…
1:15am. I thought to myself, try and think of it as due tomorrow morning. But then I continued to write this post. So it didn’t work. After this post, I’ll close all these bullshit procrastination windows and try and fucking use PsychINFO. Seriously, the fuck. PsychINFO is so hard to use, if everyone is such a genius why don’t they make it a user-friendly interface, fucking hell. I’m so tired. PsychINFO, fuck you. I love Google Scholar, it was so easy. I took it for granted, fuck you PsychINFO, just, fuck you. Fuck yourself.
Just Another Woo Girl